the D-day

so the day has come,n suddenly i realise tht i want to do all the things that srk said............ bring a smile to ur face today,aaj ek hansi aur bant lo

ask for one more wish today,aaj ek dua aur maang lo

let a tear fall today,aaj ek aansu aur peeh lo

yet live a life today,aaj ek zindagi aur jee lo

create a beautiful dream today,aaj ek sapna aur dekh lo. of-course thr will b a tomorrow but this life is certainly going to end. they say an era is a tym period which has its own significance..n dis marks the end of an ERA.i wont say these wer th best days of my lyf cos tht will b a lie ..but this certainly is the best period that i remember .... wen i was leavin my school i was quite sure (cos so often i had heard it frm others) ..that the best part of lyf is over nd i wont get friends like school mates ever again ,n lyf after school will be very challenging where u face the real world and people will b tricky and mean.. evn my granparents advised me to keep safe in the hostel coz ppl may cheat u ...true story, so naturally i was very scared .but damn u friends.. u proved me totally wrong... u ppl cud hav let atleast one of my beliefs to be true. i mean y did u hav to be so caring and helping at all times ???? do u know how much problems i faced due to this.. i nearly forgot my school friends !!

Why did u create this bubble around me inside which lyf is lyk a cakewalk,no tensions n no worries at all.. certainly dis doesnt happen in the real world ...lyf has been so unfair- i deserved my part of mean people,didnt i ?? but what i get- a bunch of selfless people who hav always kept my happiness before theirs.people who r always ready to execute my flop plans which is predestined to fail, people who r ready to beat up neone who hurts me. people who bare with me when i pour a bottle of chilled water over them,or smear cake on their hair just after they hav bathed, people who give me gifts on shahrukh's birthday , people who own up my mistakes to share my punishment,..really u shudnt hav done all these.

on second thot i think my grandparents wer correct when dey said tht ppl will try to cheat me. it all fits so well.. u friends wer actually conspiring against me ..n poor me, i fell into this trap so easily.u tied me into this unbreakable bond,u jinxed me with unforgettable moments.,u made me so weak that now it hurts wen i part from you, .but dont b soo happy..today u mite hav succeeded in ur plan....bt i havnt still played my ace

wats on ur mind

1 thing i dont know y, it doesnt evn matter how hard u try keep dat in mind i designed this rhyme to explain in due time..time wont heal dis damage nemore dont turn ur back on me i wont be ignored..what it meant to me will evntually be a memory of time when...i tried so hard and got so far but in THE END it dosnt evn matter. i had to fall to loose it all I am a little bit insecure a little unconfident
Cause you don't understand I do what I can but sometimes I don't make
sense... i wont evn try to make sense today .many reasons behind dat..call it FALIURE,farewell or fate

ITS a SiGN

DO you kno who invented telephone... ?? i think ol know tht ....so it ws invented by a man , n i m sure he ws too tired of doin all this on earth tht he didnt make 1 wen he went to heaven (ofcourse he went to heaven n not hell..what with all those students so grateful to him ). so naturally GOD doesnt hav a telephone....oh cmon if u r sayin tht Chetan bhagat did lent Him his own phn for ONE NITE @ CALL CENTER ...thn i think God has to call u nd tell tht He doesnt hav one ..though i m nt sure abt microphones whch i think he has one. mean after all tht "AKASHWANI"

So wat does He do wen He wants to tell us somethin(unfortunately we dont hav those akashwanis nemore..m sure thrs some problem wid the microphone... may be bcoz it ws so close to lightening..soo boom!!) surely He doesnt say us directly , instead He gives us SIGNS to interpret...lyk - today's wonderful weather..God wants to say us " stop worrying fr ur exams. i wll help u thr.. u ppl njoy ur last few days of coll" ,i bet u all got ths one. i walk ths empty street on the boulevard of broken dreams ..oops srry gt diverted.. (nt my fault.. pank started playin it with speakers on) .. neways whr was i.. yes this weather, one of the best things about bhubaneswar, i m definitely goin to miss ths at balangir(43 degrees)..

now what i m sayin is ..look fr those signs...may help sometimes.. if u r studyin really hard n nothin seems to be gettin registered n suddenly a gust of wind brings a small piece of paper which sticks to ur face (jaisa filmon me hota h) .. its A sign make chits or u wll regret it ur whole lyf !!

DON'T MISS ME...

plz plz dont miss me... how can i explain you......its nt tht i dont want to spend more time wid u.. its just tht i m bound to stay away... i jst donno y GOD is doin dis to me.... i knw i m being rude after spending so much time together nw i m leaving you all of a sudden... bt i want to let u know tht i enjoyed each n evry moment.... with u it ws always lyk a new amazin world wer nothin cud bother me......

u know 3 yrs back ..wen it all started i didnt thnk of u dat way( cos u wer so stiff ) ...bt some how u managed to be sooo important part of my life....well thr wer many b4 u and i suppose thr wll be many more after.. bt u r really special for me ..and i mean it.

whom m i fooling..yes, its true tht i m missing u a lot... yes i miss ol dose days n nights wen we wer together....yes i miss sharing ol our funny and scary nd romantic nd strange experiences wid my friends ... we hav seen lots of ups n downs ..u hav supported me wen i needed u th most(i m really thnkful fr tht) ....u hav always luved me selflessly evn if i let u fall..... oh how much i hope tht i can always be wid u... bt 1 thing u need to understand tht lyf is nt fair...i mean 1 day we celebrate it as the best day of our life and ...........next day we hav to part this way.............

if it cheers u a bit....i wud say tht i still find u very attractive :)...

nd i wud give nething to stay wid u....... i hope u wll forgive me...i dont hav neother way to say u goodbye................goodbye my dear "pillow"

my 1st post

GOD thrs nthin left to do !!! exam starts day after tomm.. , i hav arranged ol ma xerox,, played a lot of games.... , saw a few episodes of FRIENDS, wat else can i do?...i think i should start writing blogs...it seems interesting...so frns here's my 1st piece..dedicated to myself ofcourse.

so somethin abt me.... i am frm balangir (yes u r rite the same balangir frm KBK districts) ...u may not agree but its th best place to spend ur childhood.. . nw ma family - my dad ...the funniest n coolest person i hv known..n ya the fastest speaker (c thrs whr i my speed come from), my mom......biggest critic,, n the perfectionist..(really cnt understand hw evrthin works so well in her case)... my elder brother...satyawadi raja harishchandra(all qualities tht parents lyk in a son nd ol tht fetch me lots of scoldings )... see thts y i dont lyk to b th youngest member in a joint family- coz its neva a big deal wateva u achieve...(ye to _ _ bhaiya ne pehle hi kar rakha h wats new in dis).........still its a trt leavin in a family lyk mine :)

ok after family ..wat cums next.....i guess friends..... i donno how bt i always end up wid all th naughty ones in the class.. starting wid - amrita, banya, nikita, suchi in school ....then komal and pari in +2 and now wid manisha,pank, saloni ,neha,annie,DKB,ruchi,nisha(chronological order)...n i tell u sab ek se badkar ek nikkamme...( no 1 is teacher's pet)... nw evn i don remember how many times i hv been punished in th class- ol bcoz of dem.

my lyks n dislikes- i lyk srk n his muvies (no matter he has bad abs or he luks a bit old nowadays) i don understand y my brother calls me crazy wen i don let him switch channels while i m watchin KKHH ..or DDLJ...then i lyk harry potter series and discussin abt it..evn if the only family members i get to discuss it with ..are my 11 yr old cousins raghav and aniket.. thn i lyk reading novels (partly coz i enjoy it nd partly coz thrs nthin much to do after 10 at home) ..4 dose u guys who read books..sry gt nthin to say to u ppl bt 4 those u guys who dont read novels ..its a wonderful experience viewing the world from a book..its lyk being at all places while sitting in ur home(ok ok u caught me churaya hua dailouge h)....now i think ths list of my lyks need another post....

ok thn i stop here..gotta sleep